If you can’t tell by my recent reblogs…I’m being an emo butt right now.
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This is one of my favourite quotes ..
When I was 6 weeks pregnant I came across this blog that belonged to someone named Sidney. She had just given birth to her baby boy and ever since then I have become one of her avid readers. I absolutely admire this woman, I wish I could be her friend! I almost had the chance to meet her when I was in Virginia where she lives, where my sister lives as well! She is just so genuine and did I mention that she has the most adorable life. If there was a mama out there to look up to, Sidney is definitely one of them. She loves her husband like crazy and she makes being a stay at home mommy look like the most fabulous job! I can honestly say that this woman inspires me on a daily basis. I absolutely love the idea of this video that she did with Everett! What a treasure to have. I love technology.
- Must get over being so judgmental
- God chastises those he loves
- He must love me the most
- So what if I’m not rich and want another baby
- Who say’s I need to finish school now
- School will always be there
- So what if I want to be a stay at home wife/mom
- I find most joy staying home and taking care of my family
- I need to stop saying things I don’t mean
- I need to be nicer to my husband
- I wish I had more energy to play with Luke
- I wish I had more time to draw
- I need to pray more
I have not been on Tumblr for quite some time. Just trying my best to be the best mommy possible as well as a wife. As of right now, everything is quite great :-) I’m taking an art class that I’ve always wanted to do. Like, desperately wanted to do. It’s been liberating. School, wow. Attending church and being around fellow believers has been amazing. Hearing the Word of God preached the way it’s supposed to is (insert a really cool intellectual word here____________)!
I will be moving to blogspot.com sometime in the near future as I do believe that it is important to somehow collect these amazing memories. But I will keep this tumblr just because it was all about my pregnancy. This tumblr was also my escape while my husband was deployed. I loved meeting all the mommy’s and mommy-to-be’s.
I will post the new blog site in a new entry WHEN (big fat WHEN) I find the time. ‘Til then I hope you all have a lovely Valentine’s :)
Ugh. There are just days I wish everything were perfect. I already know that that’s inevitable. I just dropped my cellphone into the washer while I was doing Luke’s laundry. All of his pictures and videos were in that phone. I honestly don’t care about the phone much, as long as the memory card isn’t destroyed…oh but just my luck. The memory card is a teeny weeny little piece of plastic, and my mommy brain thought it would be perfectly safe in her husbands pocket. Wrong. It’s gone, lost forever, along with every single picture of Luke since he was born :(
I have not taken a shower in days, sleep is non-existent, moving out of our house, trying to do well in my classes, and my husband just loves to make me snap.
At this point, there is nothing left for me to do but to surrender…
God, you take over. I’m tired.
Luke OFFICIALLY laughed. Oh my goodness…heart melting right now. 2 months and 10 days, laughing with his eyes opened and staring straight at me. I love being a mommy :)
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